Scepticism
By Karmayogi
Experiences of devotees are
unbelievable for those who have not had similar experiences. Though most people
readily believe, some express disbelief or exhibit indifference. One reader
chose to declare that all that I write might be true, but there must be another
side of which I was silent. It was beyond my linguistic or intellectual
abilities to explain that MOTHER'S FORCE is infallible. He said that at
the age of 40 he was unemployed for over ten years and his prayer was not answered.
His experience was true, but in these matters there are several sides which are
difficult to see. It baffled me, if it was not a challenge. All my usual
answers met with the usual replies of disbelief.
After some prolonged correspondence, it occurred to me that it was easier to
give him the result - a job - than convince his sceptical thought. He obliged
me when I requested him to visit a center. On the day he visited the center,
his daughter got a job. That may have been good, but it did not meet his mental
requirement that all prayers are answered. In any situation, there are several
issues that help and several others that hinder. Sometimes the person concerned
may not know them or, when they do know, may find it difficult to disclose. My
efforts yielded a partial solution but I was somewhat disappointed, as it
contradicted my experience till then. Three months later came a letter from him
saying he got a job after years of unemployment. I was relieved, not only
because the problem was solved, but the law stood vindicated.
As I said, it is easier to produce the result than to know the process by which
it is brought about. The Process is not final. Beyond the process lies the
essence. To know the Process is to permanently possess the capacity to produce
the result. One aspect of the Process is to know the correspondence between our
inner thoughts and outer results. Most people know that they are ardently
seeking something they intensely hate. One man who was selected by MPSC as a
gazetted officer had not got the posting for 18 months. If baffled him, but not
me, as I had known the fact that he intensely disliked government jobs and for
that reason he had once resigned a government job. His own resentment stood in
the way of the posting order arriving in time. When we do not reverse our past
resentments, TIME heals them, taking its own time.